Weektable

Warning!

Those who are not familiar with the diu-ism please do not read the ending.

You have been warned.

Read it at your own risk.

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I known long ago that utar's staffs are retarded ppl.

But not to this extend.

This is too much.

Woan Wa told me that the examination timetable was out.

Fine.

I thought we only have two weeks of examination.

No big deal. Coz it's always been this way.

But.

She told me the exam spans 3 weeks instead.

(=_=)

Fine, i accept.

Then the first week we have 3 papers:

1. E4mc
2. Radio bc
3. C n R

2nd week:

Intro to av ONLY

3rd week:

Mms ONLY

Now tell me who is so damn smart to arrange one paper per week only?

Those ppl who wanna go back hometown also cannot go back early.

Y cannot put both subjects on the 2nd week itself?

What is your freaking problem?

For goodness sake, bring forward the subject to the 2nd week la~

Then we dont have to come on the 3rd week to take the exam.

Seriously these people are so brainless, mindless, smartless, commonsenseless and sensitiveless.

31st, A baskin robbins day

Yay!

It's that time of the month again.

It's baskin robbins day.

Muakakakakakakaka.

Havent been baskin-ing for the past 2 months.

Mummy didnt buy it in january.

Coz buy also not we eat.

(=_=)

Anyway, the ice cream is in my freezer now.

Got jamoca and world class chocolate.

Happi Happi!

hahahahahahahahaha.

*sings happytreefriends theme*

eh heh heh

Schedule for yesterday (planned since thursday)

1. Finished c n r conclusion
2. Find more sound effects
3. Rewrite radio bc news

Results:

None is complete.

Instead:

i spend almost the entire day playing game.

*bangs wall*

Darn

Must start c n r now.....

But i feel sleepy

How now?

T.T

diu

Diu

Had a bad sleep last nite.

Woke up in the middle of the night to puke.

(=_=)

So random.

Diu

C n R presentation today was okay overall.

Only my part. Seems like my tougue was very disobedient today. It doesnt seem to wanna pronounce the words i had in mind.

Basically my part was screwed.

Hopefully next monday it'll be better.

Diu

Waited for bus for about 30 mins today and it was verrrrry pack from the beginning to the end.

The bus actually cannot fit anymore ppl la...but the bus driver ah..keep on picking up passengers.

I became a human sandwich in the end.

Diu

Reached 1u at about 6.30 pm.

The queue for taxi is damn long.

So waited for mummy to fetch.

Waited for about 1 n half hour coz the stupidbabi ldp jam.

Diu

Been having stomachache since this morning.

Until now even after i ate something it still wont go away!

Diu

Me today damn fed up

Mana tu narrow minded chinese ppl?

Wanna vent my frustration!

Ish

I have no idea how it turns out like this.

Seems like whenever i have a presentation the next day, i always managed to find good games to play on the day before.

(=_=)

Sometimes i wonder is it intentionally or unintentionally?

Maybe it's one way to prevent me from getting tooooo addicted to it?

Pls la.

I need a break.

One day of holiday is not enough.

I need more than this.

Much much much more.

Tmr is our CAR presentation.

Report not done. (I give up!)

Slides not done.

I dunno what i'm suppose to talk bout tmr.

LOL.

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CAR

Not the passenger-carrying vehicle mind you.

(somehow this reminds me of what pui kar did for her mass com exam XP)

It's stands for Culture and Religion thus the label CAR.

I have a presentation for that this thursday.

I'll be covering the intro.

Fantastic.

How to begin the first sentence?

*bangs wall*

The problem is i dont feel like doing at all.

I wanna curi tulang la~

I wanna focus fully on playing games.

But cannot.

Somehow my brain like lebih semangat than my body.

It kept repeating the phrase "fast fast finish"

Then my body is doing the opposite.

And where does the final vote goes to?

I think you know the answer.

*grinz*

i dont wanna do work

Ahhhh...

The weekends.....

Lotsa free time.....

To enjoy and waste.

But why i didnt i feel any difference at all?

It feels just like uni days.

Except for the different location.

And tomorrow is already monday.

Sooooo fast.

I haven even have a full relaxing time yet.

C N R sucks big time.

I'm lazy to find info.

And worse of all lazy to think.

Still the work needed to be done.

Deadlines just dont wait.

Come back~

my free saturdays n sundays!!!

*stone*

Copying

Honestly speaking,

I do copy and plagarise (is that how u spell it? lol) in all sorts of occasion.

But not to this extend.

Even if i do copy, i still managed to modify it here and there.

But what i dont understand is.

Why cant he do the same?

He seems to be doing well in his group and also studies.

He seems to be a good person.

My impression of him is not that bad until i listened to frankie's story.

Seriously i didnt expect it.

You know what you should do when you plagarise.

You know you should change the sentences or grammar so it wouldnt be exactly the same.

You know you should only use the work of others as reference.

You know you should be responsible for your actions.

You know you should admit if you're caught.

You know all these and yet you deny everything.

Congratulations, you had just destroyed the impression i had of you.

*walks away*

More work pulak

Actually right,

By now, i should be able to put my mind at ease for just a while,

I should be relaxing a bit,

I should be napping,

And the list goes on.

What i should not be doing is.....

Still worrying bout that damn MINDMAP!!!!!

AAArrrrgggghhhhh

Lit review hvta do twice, mindmap also hvta do twice!!!

Why cant she explain everything PROPERLY before asking us to do the task???

Why la she always says something else AFTER we finished our work???

But lucky also,

my group didnt spend much time on the mindmap,

so we arent that pissed.

But you should have seen frankie's face. Totally black.

He was so pissed off that he forgot to take this things.

LOL. >_<

Aku ni actually after today's presentation mau relax relax punya...

But mana tau...

In the end more work needed to be done...

(=_=)

2 down 3 more to go~

Finally finished advertising presentation.

Damn stress ok.

Not because of the tutor.

But because the sudden appearance of our lecturer.

Oh.My.God

It's like the tensioness and the stressness has increase rapidly in that hour.

Shit.

Nobody told us the lecturer coming also.

Kns!

Coming back to our presentation, we did a pretty good job according to our lecturer la. And then she said

"Actually the media planning all those is only for report. You dont have to put it in the slides. The presentation is like just showing your ads and tvc only"

Kamu tak cakap how we know wor?

Hell.

We rush like mad yesterday k?

And here you say this.

Geram betul.

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Aiyoorrrrrr

i tell you ah.

i memang no break time lo.

Coz after this ah...i still got mms presentation this friday then CAR the following week and eng presentation on 31st.

*pengsan*

Seriously...

Our advertising lecturer damn lebih man.

She's supposed to give the content of our assignment weeks earlier.

And she gave it to us only on last saturday.

Damn.

Juz when we finished everything.

Not funny okay.

Suddenly realising that there's lots more to that.

More work to be done.

Damn cacat.

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Me in need of break.

Been rushing here and there for the past few days.

Tired la~

Somemore the assignment tak habis habis.

No matter how much have i done, the pile is still as tall as mountain.

(=_=)

Bengang betul.

*cursing*

Dried

Evaporated.

Dried.

The whole assignment thingy juz absorb my limited amount of brain juice.

Great.

I juz spent my entire day doing the swot analysis for advertising.

In case you have forgotten, swot is the 4 thingy- strength, weaknesses, opportunities and threats.

Can die wei~

Doing for one company is more than enough.

I hvta do 3 somemore T.T

Lucky most of it done already. Hehe.

But i got a lil confuse in the end.

Cannot think adi la~

Crap also tak larat.

Then summore my england suddenly so cacated.

Wait pembetulan...

My england had always been cacated.

(=_=)

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Later going to dinner with mom.

Dunno who's wedding.

I'm only interested in the food XD

And i'm already hungry thinking about it.

Let's hope it's not sucky.

*clasp hands*

Finished!

Phew~

Finally. Finished. My. Live. Dj. Show.

weeeeeeeee~

Miss mai said it was okay.

And that is good enough for me =)

Thanks to mummy for helping me out last nite.

I am really thankful!

Honestly, i didnt expect i'll be able to pull through, considering most of the assignments i ended up screwing it altogether.

But i did it today er well except for a lil set back in first part of the presentation.

My bad.

I didnt face the mic properly while talking.

Thanks Mohan for coming in to tell me =)

I'm really glad it's all over.

At least i'm released from some stress.

I can finally relaxed a lil.

BuT~

I still have eng assignment.....

arggggghhhhhh.....

potong steam~

*grumbles*

Tension

I'm tension-ing

or was it stress-ing?

One of those la.

Tomorrow is my live deejay show. And i'm tempted to go in and screwed it. But the whole project is about 20 marks. Damn.

Actually i dont feel like so stress up unlike last week. Maybe it was due to pms period.

I need to change the script a little because it sounds too rigid to me. It's almost sounds like i'm a information dispensing machine.

I have not tried to put emotions in yet. I wondered if i can do that. *sob sob*

And tomorrow i need to talk louder and slower which is kinda hard because when you're nervous you tend to speed things up.

And i wouldnt deny i would want it to end quicker and faster.

Too much stress already.

I just hope that she accept my monotone-ness if it really comes to that.

Hopefully with the new script i'm able to squeeze even the tiniest bit of emotion and apply in into words.

Hope. I really hope. Okay, enough said.

To my dear jojo (y lar the sudden mushy-ness lol)

Please do not die in the breakdown. Must stay alive. For we have not tried sushi groove yet. We have movies to catch up. We have bitching to do. We have trips to plan. It's simply no fun without u. And when i say dont die. I meant it. Or i'll have a miserable time wondering who to poke, who i dont wanna get bang from, who to complain to, who to accompany me.

Okay, sorry.

I exaggerated.

*Hang on* ^^

New Addiction

Yay!

Emotional arc is over. Dont bother me anymore. SHoooooooo Shoooo ( i mean emo btw)

LOL.

Juz found a new entertainment.

The good news is i dont have to buy nintendo ds anymore! I can play using a emulator. It's something like emulator king la. And it's actually illegal. But who cares?

Wanted to play the game for a bloody long time. Finally yes finally can play! But why la i didnt find it earlier?

(=_=)

Anyway this game is called rune factory: a fantasy harvest moon. Well if you like the harvest moon series, you can give this a try. It's not really the typical farming game. Now monsters are added to spice it up!

Enough babbling. Here are the screenshots.

all screenshots belong to gamespot.com

*bliss* ^^

Hell yeah.... i didnt forget my assingments.

Should i?

Should i get a psp slim or a nintendo ds lite?

Argh, i cant decide. But i seriously want one. I have been thinking since dunno when.

Actually i wanted to get a ps2 instead. However, i'm the only one playing at home. So no point.

And that leaves to psp where i can bring to uni n play during bored classes?

image belong to pspslimlite.com

image belong to pspslimlite.com

I like the colour above. Too bad they only have it in Japan. Ish.

They say nintendo lite is more appropriate for girls because they have more girly type of games. True though. Most of the games have very cute characters and graphics. Then again, i dont usually play many of those games also.

image belongs to wikipedia.com

They have most of the games i like actually. But i heard from my cousin that psp is way better than nds. errrrr..... cannot decide le.... how ar?

Honestly I prefer psp's console. But i discovered that there arent many rpg games compared to nds.

(=_=)

So.....

should i or should i not?

*scratchs head*

Not forgetting....

Happy 20th Birthday Nigel!!!!

May all your dreams come true.

Hugz.

^^

Emotional Part 4

Phew~

Finally it's friday.

It's has been a loonng week today.

So much work, so many tests and unlimited stress had almost taken half of my lifespan.

Today i was kinda happy coz dont have to take bus home! Mummy fetched me! Yay. And she's gonna do that for the following week. Happi happi!

But somehow..

I still feel pretty messed up.

It's like there's a huge massive rock in my chest.

And i'm getting more worried for my live dj presentation.

I seriously need a break.

Any idea how to de extreme stress?

Haih...

Emotional Part 3

Well, yeah.

Juz finished the live dj rehearsal.

Pretty much screwed it.

The tutor said my background music was too soft.

And she added that i need to put in more emotions.

But how?

I've been talking like that for most of my life?

And i'm quite worried if it's going to work out next week at all.

Hell, yeah i'm pretty stress up.

when will the emotional arc end?

Emotional Part 2

Hell, heck

Juz finished 2 tests in the row.

Feel extremely relieved now BUT i've live dj rehearsal tomorrow and i havent written my script yet. Great.

Feeling a little better than yesterday but i'm still in the emotional arc. This can go on for a few posting i guess.

On the way home from 1u, decided to spoil myself a bit...bought a bag of famous amos even though i shouldnt be spending any more money.

Decided to get myself a psp or ps2 but it's about rm600? hmmm......Maybe i'll get that later after uk trip.

I think it's time i set some resolutions. Keep going on like this cannot la...

1. Think positively

2. Learn time management.

3. Learn to give.

4. Be a best friend to someone

5. Learn to open up.

Saw that wall? It's the wall i build to protect myself........and hell, i'm gonna break it

The process begins now

1% completed.

99% more to go.

Wish me luck.

Emotional

I'm feeling emotional again.

I know i shouldnt feel this way.

But i just cant help it.

It's in my nature.

Cancerians are moody by nature.

I need to complain more.

I need to get angry.

I need to learn to say no.

I need to learn how to sacrifice.

I need to learn to give rather than take.

I need to be more rational.

I need attention.

I need company.

I need lotsa lotsa hugs.

I need love.

I need to be spoiled.

I need to loosen up.

I need to let go.

I need a guide.

I need conviction.

I feel so downright lost.

Seriously, i need a break from everything.