O.O

i probably just might have a supernatural ability. An ability to predict results. Ha!

Remember i said about applying for another job in the previous post? Yeah, my hunch is right. I did not get the job unfortunately.

*pats self on the back*

Lol, i wasnt exactly upset, i wasnt that disappointed neh, dont give me that look, oklah maybe just a bit sad but not enough to hold me down.

But i was happy that i tried. *claps for my own effort*

*kay off to job hunt*

impromptu dizziness

i've never been good at impromptu. Sometimes i said stuff without proper thinking.

O_O i'm afraid it did jeopardize my chance. Damn. Made a call to a company this morning, asking on why I was called. It turns out that they are still reviewing my application and just wanna call to inform me.

=_= never did i expect them to call me back a few minutes later to ask questions. -_- think i completely blew it. I said i was attached to another company and was on probation. That probably threw them off i think. Q_Q suppose to say it;s only temporary. Let's just hope they dont take it to heart :D

-.- somehow i doubt it. Sigh this is just me. Failing at impromptu-ness. I should start giving up now, but i was happy that i did tried =D

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I was wondering why no replies rupa-rupanya hotmail didnt send my msg through -_-, but i dont know that for sure also, maybe their inbox is really full too.

Luckily i braved myself to send another time, of course not hotmail, gmail =) it works, for now i'm just sadly wanting for a reply that wont be coming :(

We are born into the same family at different times. Yet i wondered why is our lives so much different? why am i the one who always have to go through difficult stuff? Why am i the one who always have to struggle but yet just get an average result? Why am i the one who works the hardest but yet get nothing in return? Why am i the one who is always alone.

we're in the same family but it seems i got nothing.

hmmmm

this is life before work :

- staring at computer screen
- eating brunch
- wondering why am i working
- hoping i dont have to work
- zzzzzzz

i killed my soul mate.

Did you just hear it wrongly? No you didnt, i did murdered my soul mate.

I still remembered as clearly as it happened yesterday. There was no remorse, no hesitation. I took a weapon and plunged it deeply into the chest. What triggered that, i don't know myself.

Probably the tiredness or the emptiness or the lack of interest. Whatever trigger it, i left it to die. Nononono not for a sec or 5 minutes, i left it to die for 2 years.

Never once did i went to visit the grave, till now. I felt that i should be courageous and resume taking back the responsibility, after all it was me who created it in the first place.

So here i am today back to my old blog poking at the deadness and wondering why did i stopped writing for two years .

Ha! Kononnya say i like writing but stopped writing for 2 years -_-

Yeah i was talking about my blog. You really think i killed someone meh -_-

Browsing through the archives, i realised o.o i'm such a bullshitter erm i mean babblemouth. -_- i wondered how did i manage to type so much during those time while i need to crack my head just to get a sentence out during these days.

o.o but but but i think i've done a pretty good job today, i type more than expected :D after 2 years of break o.o;;;

*off to do cpr on dead blog* o.o i hope it works after two years tho~

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