i killed my soul mate.

Did you just hear it wrongly? No you didnt, i did murdered my soul mate.

I still remembered as clearly as it happened yesterday. There was no remorse, no hesitation. I took a weapon and plunged it deeply into the chest. What triggered that, i don't know myself.

Probably the tiredness or the emptiness or the lack of interest. Whatever trigger it, i left it to die. Nononono not for a sec or 5 minutes, i left it to die for 2 years.

Never once did i went to visit the grave, till now. I felt that i should be courageous and resume taking back the responsibility, after all it was me who created it in the first place.

So here i am today back to my old blog poking at the deadness and wondering why did i stopped writing for two years .

Ha! Kononnya say i like writing but stopped writing for 2 years -_-

Yeah i was talking about my blog. You really think i killed someone meh -_-

Browsing through the archives, i realised o.o i'm such a bullshitter erm i mean babblemouth. -_- i wondered how did i manage to type so much during those time while i need to crack my head just to get a sentence out during these days.

o.o but but but i think i've done a pretty good job today, i type more than expected :D after 2 years of break o.o;;;

*off to do cpr on dead blog* o.o i hope it works after two years tho~

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