It's hard to be just ourselves

Sometimes i wonder, what is the best way to settle things?

Sometimes i wonder, is the best way i think of is the most appropriate solution?

Sometimes i wonder, what will my solution bring? Will it be unchanging or nasty or good?

Sometimes i wonder, what people will think of my solution? Will they be neutral or biased or supportive?

Sometimes i wonder, will i be right if i were to put this solution in action? Or will i be wrong? Or will i still ponders about the answer until i try it out?

Sometimes i wonder, why the harder i try, the more damage is done? Should i not continue my effort anymore?

Sometimes i wonder, why is that what i have done is often misunderstand by people? Should i keep quiet or continue trying?

Sometimes i wonder, why not pleasing everyone is a wrong thing to do? It's not something that i don't want to do, it is just an impossible task to achieve.

Now i know, it's not a matter of trying or coming up with solutions or putting everything into consideration.

Simply because, people don't seem to get it or care at all.