Showing posts with label Bad day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bad day. Show all posts

It's hard to be just ourselves

Sometimes i wonder, what is the best way to settle things?

Sometimes i wonder, is the best way i think of is the most appropriate solution?

Sometimes i wonder, what will my solution bring? Will it be unchanging or nasty or good?

Sometimes i wonder, what people will think of my solution? Will they be neutral or biased or supportive?

Sometimes i wonder, will i be right if i were to put this solution in action? Or will i be wrong? Or will i still ponders about the answer until i try it out?

Sometimes i wonder, why the harder i try, the more damage is done? Should i not continue my effort anymore?

Sometimes i wonder, why is that what i have done is often misunderstand by people? Should i keep quiet or continue trying?

Sometimes i wonder, why not pleasing everyone is a wrong thing to do? It's not something that i don't want to do, it is just an impossible task to achieve.

Now i know, it's not a matter of trying or coming up with solutions or putting everything into consideration.

Simply because, people don't seem to get it or care at all.

What the happen?

Internet connection sucks today.

Usually it wasnt this bad.

Today it was super slow.

So slow until the snail can catch up with the tortoise adi...

Haiz...

Wanna read my manga picture not shown~

Wanna watch my anime cannot load~

Wanna read fiction also must wait long long~

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Ish.

Damn.

Waste my time.

Still, i refused to leave the notebook.

(=_=)

Today went to play dota with my sis and her bf.

After paying rm 5 for 3 hours, only realised that there's no dota game.

Previously got 1.

But due to some upgrading problems tiba tiba dun have.

Hello,

If dun have should tell earlier right?

Damn kns!

We only can get a rm 3 refund when we only started less than 5 mins.

Today is not a lucky day.

*grumbles*