Fuuuhhh....

Today's facebook theme is heavy rain + how to go home + sure bloody jam.

Mum said she left school at 7++ and reach home about 9++. @_@

Sis said many places are flooded and traffic is moving slow.

Dont say people coming back to PJ from KL will be stuck in heavy traffic, I dont think One Utama will escape the jam either.

I am so glad that i am off today. So damn heavy rain today. If i did work, I sure cannot make it to class in time.

Hmmm....

明天作下午， 今晚就练习华语吧！

加油！加油！

I have a lot of people mainly customers asking me about my course and how is it related to my job.

They doesn't seem to be able to accept that a person studying broadcasting will end up working in a bookstore.

I just told them, sometimes you just dont know where life will lead you.

And they just shut up =P

Hahahaha....

I find it rather amusing, on one hand I find this sudden urge to blog...but on the other hand, words just refuse to come together.

And what's worse, I have forgotten how to use blogger.

But i gotta say, it feels good to come back.

^^ i think many of you are wondering where i am, what i'm doing etc. I'm still at mph working in a department where i dont know how to read and write the language -_-""""

It may seems weird, but i feel a lil thrilled working in that area. Yeah finding books can be difficult but if it wasnt for that i wouldnt have the initiative to get the know the language.

Though i do hope that the salary would be a lil higher, still it's a learning experience.

It may seems a lil too late, but there's a lot of things that i want to do. To learn about business or to enrol in a volunteer program or to learn cooking or just to work in a zoo for a day.

It may seem like a limited tiring working life as it eats away your free time but mum's right about it, working serves as a purpose. And it is a purpose that makes strive and grow :D

O.O

i probably just might have a supernatural ability. An ability to predict results. Ha!

Remember i said about applying for another job in the previous post? Yeah, my hunch is right. I did not get the job unfortunately.

*pats self on the back*

Lol, i wasnt exactly upset, i wasnt that disappointed neh, dont give me that look, oklah maybe just a bit sad but not enough to hold me down.

But i was happy that i tried. *claps for my own effort*

*kay off to job hunt*

impromptu dizziness

i've never been good at impromptu. Sometimes i said stuff without proper thinking.

O_O i'm afraid it did jeopardize my chance. Damn. Made a call to a company this morning, asking on why I was called. It turns out that they are still reviewing my application and just wanna call to inform me.

=_= never did i expect them to call me back a few minutes later to ask questions. -_- think i completely blew it. I said i was attached to another company and was on probation. That probably threw them off i think. Q_Q suppose to say it;s only temporary. Let's just hope they dont take it to heart :D

-.- somehow i doubt it. Sigh this is just me. Failing at impromptu-ness. I should start giving up now, but i was happy that i did tried =D

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I was wondering why no replies rupa-rupanya hotmail didnt send my msg through -_-, but i dont know that for sure also, maybe their inbox is really full too.

Luckily i braved myself to send another time, of course not hotmail, gmail =) it works, for now i'm just sadly wanting for a reply that wont be coming :(

We are born into the same family at different times. Yet i wondered why is our lives so much different? why am i the one who always have to go through difficult stuff? Why am i the one who always have to struggle but yet just get an average result? Why am i the one who works the hardest but yet get nothing in return? Why am i the one who is always alone.

we're in the same family but it seems i got nothing.

hmmmm

this is life before work :

- staring at computer screen
- eating brunch
- wondering why am i working
- hoping i dont have to work
- zzzzzzz

i killed my soul mate.

Did you just hear it wrongly? No you didnt, i did murdered my soul mate.

I still remembered as clearly as it happened yesterday. There was no remorse, no hesitation. I took a weapon and plunged it deeply into the chest. What triggered that, i don't know myself.

Probably the tiredness or the emptiness or the lack of interest. Whatever trigger it, i left it to die. Nononono not for a sec or 5 minutes, i left it to die for 2 years.

Never once did i went to visit the grave, till now. I felt that i should be courageous and resume taking back the responsibility, after all it was me who created it in the first place.

So here i am today back to my old blog poking at the deadness and wondering why did i stopped writing for two years .

Ha! Kononnya say i like writing but stopped writing for 2 years -_-

Yeah i was talking about my blog. You really think i killed someone meh -_-

Browsing through the archives, i realised o.o i'm such a bullshitter erm i mean babblemouth. -_- i wondered how did i manage to type so much during those time while i need to crack my head just to get a sentence out during these days.

o.o but but but i think i've done a pretty good job today, i type more than expected :D after 2 years of break o.o;;;

*off to do cpr on dead blog* o.o i hope it works after two years tho~

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Ty all

Blog is no longer active. In fact, i'm sure most of you would have already noticed it. Blog is dead.
I have no intention of reviving it. Probably there would be a comeback in future but for now it will be inactive.

Thanks for reading and supporting me ^^

Have a good day =)

Internship updates

Sigh...

It is a super duper stressful frustrated horrible vegetable experience last week. To put it simply it is a nightmare where you be meeting the same monster again and again.

Monday was the worst day of all. Most of you probably can guess what happen from my previous blog post. Since we already kena shoot full blast on Monday, the following days seems like a draggy depressing upsetting week.

Anyway I'm glad that uneventful week was over and looking forward to this week though i have a feeling it wouldn't be that great after all. At least all the stupid shits from last week has been cleared out completely. I guess they also know there's not much time to waste on banning ideas.

Speaking of which, we wouldn't be having any shooting this month. Moreover i overheard that we only have one shooting somewhere around the middle of August. Another big project would commerce at the beginning of September when my internship ends.

6 more weeeks to go. Weeee!!! It should be quite fast right?

Right.

today is a good day for rants

p/s : this post is not directed to anyone else. I am merely complaining/stating/letting go something from my point of view.

Read it at your own risk.


Yeap. It is a good day. There is NO other day more suitable than today.

Know why?

Cause i'..., sorry not I, it's WE. WE have been shoot kau kau by some idiotic person who don't know that he is constantly CONTRADICTING and EATING his words. Plus, there's another person who is also constantly pouring fuel to the fire. Dont you lurrve how helpful the other idiot seems to be?

The three of us looks like we have been slapped by some strange unknown alien that just happen to land on earth from mars. Oh, MY BAD, aliens wont be that bad la. At least you know they will either abduct you or they will just go away or they will just be there.

That is my point. At the very least, you KNOW what the hell is going on. And you can do something about it.

But noooooooooo....

This did not happen in my situation. One word being said. And the two idiots expects you to know everything. Hello? We cant read minds mind you. If we can, we would have manipulate yours instead xp.

What frustrated me the most is, the two idiots cant simply make up their minds. First they give you the topic. They want this and that. Okay. Didnt mentioned how to do it so i do based on my own knowledge la duh~!

First stage analysis : Apparently what we did, was not what they want. What they want are something not too direct , something obvious, something common, something that would happen in your daily lives.

Special intructions : dont really need complicated slides. Just a few lines would do.

Result : my work terpesong. okay, Fine. redo.

Second stage analysis : Apparently what we did was in reference to what they said, but is still wrong because they feel that it is too vague, not obvious, not direct, too common, too small cases. (Hello??? isnt that what we did for first time?)

special instructions : must write the whole storyline in the slide. synopsis. etc

result : have to redo.

We were like wtf. First you said no this no that. After one U-turn, they suddenly said want this want that. Is this some kind of game? Are we in a middle of a game? Roll the dice and you move a few steps forward. Take a community chest card. Move back 3 steps. Go to jail. Is it like that? Is that how you control things?

I dont think it's very nice of you to say that "dunno whether you understand this language or not". SORRY lor, I dont know much about your kind of language. Eating and changing words here and there. I have to say it's very difficult to catch up and no one would be able to either(unless very proffesional people larr) . Since it's always changing, might as well give up and learn a new language where the rest of the world would know rather than only a couple of people understands.

Now i know and understands why my colleagues, wanted to quite ASAP.

hahahahah.

Yeah, i know we are not superior than you in terms of knowledge, experience, skills, judgement, talents. But at least can you show us the proper way of doing it? Redoing things are not fun, mind you. And it's not that we did cincai work. We did tried our best. And we merely doing things according to what you all said previously. And yet it is all wrong.

I guess we are not on the same page since we do not communicated in the same language(which sometimes i am glad) . I think i'm starting to feel grateful that i am living in a different world from you. I mean seriously.

However, until the time is up. I would still fulfill my role.

htc touch viva

hey there,

it's been a long while ever since i got a new phone *ahem* htc touch viva. Was supposed to blog about it one or two months back. Well....i guess it's kinda hard to keep track when there's so many things going on in your head.

oops. Enough babbling.

It's been two months now and the phone still works okay for me i guess?

However, i still couldnt get used to the touch screeen system and text messaging stuff. I know. There's a variety of keyboards to choose from. However, there are also a lot of times when i ter-press a few buttons altogether. Perhaps i'm not touching it the right way though. Texting messages have been really slow due to that. And it's been happening so many times that i finally gave up and use the stylus instead.

well i guess i prefer manually type sms better.

Crossing the lines

image credited to www.flikr.com

2/7/1988 is significant day for me. Know why?

Cause is my birthday (aduh, so muka tebal). But at least it’s over and I’m not that paiseh to say it. Hohohohoho.

Sorry for the slow updates. I’ve been waiting for all the celebrations to finish so that I can sum up everything in one post because I think it will be extremely cheong hei and tak habis habis if I blog each event individually.

So now moving on. This year’s celebration was extremely significant. It represent that I have crossed the lines, hence the blog title. No, I don’t exactly feel like an adult yet. I still feeling like a kid and acting like a kid (what? don’t give me that look la).

Anyway, had 3 wonderful celebrations with my family and friends. It’s been ages since I had been celebrating with my family. Normally it was just simple patting and wishes and a bit of cash. Nyehehe. Very happy.

Finally get to meet half of sot k gang and also vendetta’s group. Wah….it’s been so long. Nobody changed much though. I’m sure we will be a lil different the next time we meet up.

That’s all for the bday post!

Thank you all for the dinners, prezzies and wishes.

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Internship updates :

Another week done. We’ve been working for more than a month! Weeeeeeeee!!! Well if you see it that way, it is fast, but when you are in office with fewer things to do, you feel like you are waiting for something that seems to crawl towards you with a speed of 1kbs/3 hours and in the end never came, you would know that a day passes by slowly.

Internship has been slow these days. No current projects going on. And I’m more or less done with my proposals. Just left a little touch up will do.

Workload has been kind of slow. That’s not what is draining me though (it shall be reveal later on, I promise!)

Till then!!

Life updates

I just watch transformers yesterday!!!! It was sooooooo awesome!!!

Yeah, i know i am suppose to blog about it yesterday. But due to some twisted memory, i have forgotten all about it and happen to remember only when i was sitting in office finding random things to do. (=_=)

The film was good. It's has been so long since i watched a decent movie. The action was good, the storyline was okay and somehow i think it got a little draggy towards the end.

That's not it. It seems like good movies tend to come when we are at our busiest time. You have ice age coming in, then the oh-so-delayed harry potter movie which ffk us last year. Cirque Du freak seems to have disappear from the coming soon list. Sigh...see what i meant?

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Last week, went to the boss's house to shoot a TV commercial. Saw a white wii!!!!

Cheh, it's not as big as i imagine it to be also. Just a small small console only. But seeing it face to face, just make my hands itch. I decided! i'll certainly get one! But first i need to cari sponsor dulu, the thing is quite the pricey.

And i got my paycheck today!!!! Now i understand the feeling of waiting for the month to end and seeing the cheque landing on your hands. After 1 more year, it'll be permanent as i would be graduating soon. Before that happens, let's enjoy enjoy enjoy to the fullest first =)

Internship weekly dose (5th week)

Fuh~

Another slow week ended. There's nothing much to blog about really for now (most of the things cant be mentioned here. For the sake of safety i shall seal it in my pile of memories for the moment) .

Just that another week had passed and this coming week marks the end of june whicccccchhhhh is kinda an happy occasion. Know why?

End of the month is where pay checks come in! Woohooooo!!!

That's it for internship. Yeah, i know. Posts about internship is getting shorter week by week. What to do? Working is suppose to be a routine thing. lol.

Kay, enough of that now seriously. I noticed that i've been blogging about internship only for the past few weeks which is kinda unhealthy.

So now, yes now, finally i have some adventures to share besides some daily boring workplace stories. Okay, okay straight to the point.

I finally met with kang's bf after they have been dating for like one year? =.=

Ahem, i know i'm kinda slow. But hey...who cares???

Anyway, we went to pavilion today, because kang's bf has never been there before so we brought him there. Had a wonderful meal of sushi and jco donuts for tea time. I got a *cough* fantastic *cough surprise ( in which i would only reveal later) thanks to the horny twins ( you know who you are)

There's one conversation that disturbs me greatly :

Kxx : booboo, have you grown fat?

booboo :........ ( izzit? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!) er...oh yeah...i guess...i've....been sitting a lot in the office lately.

Kxx : No wonder. Your face looks a bit round-ish now.

booboo : $%$@%£$@$$%@%$%@%$£$!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!! T.T

i think it's time to go for a diet. Yeah i must.

Internship weekly dose (4th week)

Is it just me or blogger has been acting weird lately? Somehow whenever i click on the create post button, it directs me to a blank page. I have to go through edit post and click on the new post then only this "create post" thingy pop up.

Sigh...of all the times i dont feel like updating, nothing went wrong. When i feel like doing so, it didnt work out right. Darn it. Guess I'm a regular customer to this kinda luck.

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There you have it. Fourth week of internship. Gone like that.

I'm not going into details. Just a few highlights. This whole week has been pretty slow, in which clients occasionally coming up to our office and we are pretty freak out like a bunch of mice against a few big shot cats.

Things are way different from what i expected from a production house. I expected large number of crews, build in studios, modern and trendy kind of office, macs etc. I expect that we would have a small part in scriptwriting. That is what i initially hope for.

But anyway the exposure is good. It'll let us know that this will be the kind of working environment in future. And help us to be ready for it.

Overall everything is still okay i guess? There are ups and downs, but of course that would be inevitable. The good part is that we are allow to contribute ideas, in which i think is a great honour and opportunity.

The bosses brought us to tenji japanese buffet on Friday for lunch. I was wondering "what's the occasion?". No pre production currently. Check. Production is done at the meantime. Check. We arent really involve in post prod. Check. Company anniversary. Check. Eh. Uncheck. Got so early meh? Impossible.

Then the magic word is here " Nothing comes with a free meal"

Aha....

"Please take out your proposal and do a presentation"

I swear that my jaw just hit the ground. But i think, i think laa, i think quite okay, though i can feel words are like over everywhere.

Then i was asked to come up with a proper proposal ( the one i have is incomplete) together with kevin and peitsan.

Phew~

*wipe sweat*

Dont frightened me like that please. I cant do a spontaneous presentation. It'll kill me. Well...i think it already did.

Interlude

I'm feeling super duper happy now!!!!

Dont ask. Will let you know tomorrow =)

Internship weekly dose (3rd week)

I'm pretty sure that I'm not suppose to eat pancakes in my room after my mother had finished vacuumed the floor. That explains why i have half of my face buried in the plastic bag while eating just to be safe.

Oh well. Hopefully nothing comes out of it. If not, there would be an ant hill in my room and mum will go nuts.

Oh..there's goes my 3rd week of internship. See how time flies??? I could still vaguely remembered the feelings i have before my internship starts and now it's already coming to the fourth week!

Working was just fine. I screwed up a little here and there. As expected from myself. Luckily my colleagues are kind enough to not blame me. But that doesn't mean i don't feel guilty. But what can i do? Gotta make sure i don't screw up again lo.

We are no longer as busy as we first came in here. After 3 shootings everything just slows down. But that doesn't mean that we are outta jobs. We have more coming in which is why we were asked to brainstorm to come up with ideas or something.

Now, i'm starting to appreciate fridays and the weekends. I finally understand why my mum refuses to go out during weekends. I know why she wants to rest at home. Because during those five days, you've been so busy working your ass off that you do not have time for yourself. Most routine revolve around waking up, going work, coming back, rest. It's the same routine over and over again and that is provided if you do not have any homework.

Sigh...our office would be moving to cheras (connaught i think) soon where i dunno where i would be. Transportation would be a problem. Imagine the long distance travels, the traffics and everything together. It makes me tired just thinking about it.

Anyway, i hope everything still goes smoothly. I will need that kind of luck a lot in the future.